redemption

well things are getting quite shamanic now aren't they

big sur reporting sticky white webs 1- 3" across

falling from the sky

this could bump the chemtrail hypothesis up the charts

i'd been figuring everyone was alternatively agitated

ill and crashed out

because of scalar weaponizing of the atmosphere

not that the two theories are in any way

mutually exclusive

i mean if we are paying attention to things

the wacky bunch in charge keeps thinking it can

destroy evidence of their crimes by blowing things up

like WTC Building #7

but of course karmic/energetic imprints don't vanish

so everything just accelerates

and i hear one of the ancient calendars

kicks over in 2 1/2 weeks

i don't doubt it

still i am so tired and aching

i can only get up the hill anymore on bike

by way of simultaneous full-bellied singing

redemption song

passing it on

after reaggravating my wrist sprain yesterday

as well as observing the other hard workers

straining backs overworking the last couple weeks

something needed to happen

so i prayed last night

meditated and watched my dreams

they offered no indication

of desert or ocean setting

but provided some nice hugs

from my anima

so i began the talk with boss man

and ultimately agreed to stay

through the holiday season

and support one more push

for meeting some mutual needs

at the store

in exchange for his support

transferring wherever i like

if on january first i still wish to leave

plus increased safety prioritization

and perhaps a greater influence

generally in the store while i am there

this result meets a need for clarity

now may my empathy practice be strong

for the main work looks to be

to model to the big bosses

how mutual attention to one another's needs

not further criticism

is the key to transformation

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the most joyful moment of the day

illustrating exactly this

came in the midst of massive grouchiness

pre-boss

whereupon for no good reason

i felt near-absolute derision hearing

another mom baby-talking to her child

perhaps the most annoying phrase ever invented

variations of which are heard nearly every day at TJs

it's yummy for your tummy!

i don't know how long i was processing this funk

but observed i was still triggered a bit later

while stocking

near to a mom and child online at the register

who had at least been in the vicinity of such a conversation

and thinking to myself

in the first throes of some empathy attempts

probably good i didn't have kids

at least retail settings offer some safe spaces for

this mommy-vibe I admittedly don't get

and at least they probably don't notice me

all of which was interrupted by a loud

and sweetly intoned

hi!!

at which point i looked up to see

the joy-filled face of the two-year old boy

beaming from his shopping cart perch

gazing at me with full intention

a radiant smile

serene

and who in that moment

was not at all two

but simply a soul of indeterminate age

responding to another soul

as if to offer something like

may i take this moment to remind you this seeming reality is but another illusion...

at which point something inside me relaxed

and i returned an authentic smile

of amused gratitude

a hello and an offer of help out

politely declined by mom

not unaware of her son's generosity of spirit

leaving me to bless them silently on their way

and marvel on the miraculousness

of this simplest of

exchanges

10/10/10: GLOBAL PICNIC

when you realize it's not about you

it's a we-world we're entering into

no more time for karmic separation

we're all tuned to the same gratitude station

--mikeyp 2010

it is one thing to announce what is no longer

and another to pronounce what is arriving

the global picnic!

it is 10/10/10 and here in OB

special operations units will be forming

around bonfires on the beach

(shall we say around 10:10?)

initiating the global picnic tour

coming soon to a meadow near you

i know 2012 is supposed to be the big deal

but i say

why wait?

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come join the fun

as we hit the streets in the coming year

to educate the overly-washed masses

as to recent updates in the software package

not only can we stop by permaculture farms

nonviolent communication trainings

and old friends' porches

with our multidimensional dance party

but corporate headquarters

military hospitals and fire stations

if anyone in the world

needs a holistic donut break

you know it's these folks

-----

financing provided by

the barter banking non-cartel

recently initiated a moment ago

and spare change for a new paradigm

where here on john lennon's 70th birthday weekend

a working class hero is still something to be

we peasants and indescribable rainbow journeyers

would like to thank the many secret societies

for their participation in managing world affairs

as best they could amidst double-crossed bones

there will be no further need of such services

all future warring and intrigue has been called off

ah-yay-oh

it is potluck

so bring something for 7 billion to share

and come join the picnic!

grail is an odd word anyway

so i'm visiting all these groovy sites

connecting the dots between

the vikings and the celts

the jewish tribe of dan

the merovingian dynasty

egypt and the knights templar

the freemasons and 9/11

the mafia and global drug trade

catching up on the da vinci code stuff

that i first read about in the 80s

jesus having a bloodline through magdalene

the holy grail

and i'm seeing the whole conspiracy

of western civilization

coming to light

-----

i watch myself begin to obsess

for a 24 hour frame

well all very plausible

but it is true

what do i believe

i really need to figure this out

this insider wisdom explains a lot

but it's led to such evil

whereas the dogma of the church

has a certain spiritual purity to it

although its fruits have been mixed also

in this way

back and forth i went

into the night

-----

and then i realized

what do i care

i'm not a professed christian

i don't buy the entire paradigm of saviorism

and so why should i care whether

there's an actual bloodline

or just a million duplicitous fools

who've destroyed our planet believing so

convinced they are its true inheritors

and battling every rival claimant

either way

their secret societies

perversions and violence

are no longer needed

-----

it is useful to detach further

from the entire thrust of western civilization

between the inherent fraud

of the entire banking industry

indenturing all those

unwilling to collaborate

profiting by fomenting

and then funding

both sides of every war

along with crusades

diamond-studded princesses

kings and inquisitions

slavery and genocides

stolen lands

and masonic initiations into power

including presidencies and media ownership

poisoning every corner of mother earth

and murdering tens of millions of innocent people

it is a conspiracy after all

at least a couple thousand years running

and from here on the 33rd parallel

i can honestly say

to their armageddonist plans

i am quite finished with

such nonsense

YE-ME-LE-NE

WE