how much fear is in the world
how much suffering and projection
illness and self-deceit?
i think not
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i am in the cafe
which i find has an especially excellent vibe
on an anonymous monday evening
there is some awesome languid music on
trippy yet danceable
middle eastern type grooves
and a lovely female voice lilting through
i am also noticing all the summery green
bursting into notice-me life
all over the hood
again
hallelujah
i was wondering if this one was going to make it
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the system is tangibly crumbling
before our very eyes
all i can think about is
where to move next
transfer
or leave-of-absence
wwoof through some exotic land
hell
if it's all gonna blow soon
i want to be out of the way
and already in an improvisational
circumstance
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relationships are almost completely random now
one day i'm in this one
the next that one
but no one dare call such behavior
polyamory
no that would be somehow too unrealistic
or immoral or idealistic
my amor happens to blend with
my idealism it is true
and with friendship and compassion
and the Earth
so sue me
funny thing explaining that to people
cuz then i say
i am looking for my Beloved
further baffling the situation
of course
baffling raven
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i could move to argentina
soon
that is for sure
a chileno told me today
that argentina is rooted in
italian culture
a fact heretofore
dimly perceived
i think wwoofing is likely
burque has its moments
but like much of america
increasingly random weirdness
life at the end of empire
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i don't need much
a comfortable bed
something useful to do with my day
and occasional home cooking
something interesting enough
to be beautiful
like a tree
someone to care about
and someone to care about me
in any given moment
i'm up for either
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i think people seek solace in these times
a woman is the whole world
all her landscapes and seasons
and that is why love
is so perfect
of course it takes work to be happy
there are a million forms of love
from empathy to
chasing an ice cream truck
i just want to be as loving
in relationship
as i am to friends
and strangers
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