Friday, December 17, 2010

stay leaving

it's an open question

every moment one decision
follows on another

i called my old boss
but do i really want to do it

and will i get there
and will he follow through
and will there be no glitches

guess it's time for tires

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yesterday was a lovely day
savoring slowed down time
upon preparing to leave

it is good to be free

immerse in 54 degree ocean
before a cold outdoor
shower and shampoo

bringing wine on a hike
and flirting with a beautiful companion
at the edge of a duck pond

eating beans at the coop

running into a woman
i briefly traveled with
when i first arrived

allowed me the spacious time
she so wanted then
but i sadly had no skill for

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maybe it is best to just stop doing
be the elder i am becoming

spend a year growing the beard
and say i'm working on the tour

the permaculture italian
mountain man music
empathy jubilee

i could even still apply at the coop here
for bucks

call the old accordian player
or the head shop currently hiring

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i just know i get
so many hugs when i'm leaving

that now i want to stay

or at least remember wherever i am
to stay leaving

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