tao

i am amazed at the leap into ridiculous speed the world has taken in recent weeks, suddenly everyone is so busy that email is obsolete, myspace is history, and nonlinearity has arrived

i continue to dance between two worlds, learning to enjoy the movement, it has been a twofold jolt to first try and slow down to the pace of actual life energy and social contact and connection to things natural, and then also to remember that i enjoy the exercise of running and movement and staying strong in the belly

cuz it's fun to manifest things magically, practice those new skills of vibrating positive proactive magnetic thoughts, empathically responding to the world, and just being

it's also fun to bike across town, run down newport, walk in the cold waves, work on business plans, play music, record the cd

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knowing that beauty also passes

i refute holding onto

any sense of purity of the moment's awareness

any worry of upsetting the imagined emergence

any demand that i surrender to the flow

vastly preferring

the dance of fearlessly tapping my feet on this earth

unselfconsciously taking action in the world

and allowing the world

to respond

to me