a good day to live

going offline for a few days as i travel

brezny says to embrace the unknown in the coming weeks

i'm right on that one

moving out tomorrow

not sure where i'm driving to yet

chico would likely mean some mechanical support

but possible trouble with california state personnel

a straight shot to new mexico seems lighter

assuming the van's good to go

the convertible i guess stays here for the time being

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is it just me

or is society quickly reaching a point of maximum chaos

i can no longer rationally make sense of anything

what to do or where to do it or how to make anything fit

i came here with benevolent intention to support family

and i worked until i could work no more

and it has led me here to this crossroad

where i know only this:

friends have passed on in a heartbeat

teaching me there are no guarantees of future moments

only this one

and that i am to commit to it fully

so now i practice compassion in each moment

and pray

for the greatest good to manifest