chi

one key to life
is clearly

getting and allowing
one's nervous energy to work for you

our thoughts are nervous energy
in a certain form

our bodily movements
especially coordination
but affecting strength and posture directly

are directed nervous energy

rhythm
in music as well as in life
one's breathing and heartbeat

nerve-determined

_____________


i've been aware of my clumisness
in the last couple years

it's not real noticeable to others
but it's a serious determinant
to my personality

i am about as high-energy
as humans come

and as oft-injured

____________

i have realized
i am one of those who
benefits from
a certain level of pain

there are many of us

now i am looking to decide
the best format
for this odd
healing work

rossiter work
the most obvious holistic form

my kinky new girlfriend
the other

______

i am apparently variable

an interesting development
in my personality in recent years

corresponding with my increased desire
to dominate in the workplace

which despite apparent position
i can claim some achievement

excepting the regional manager
who is a split personality
misterrogers mafioso

to an extent
even i cannot fathom

what is his justice

__________

that's what's funny about life
i am no less a s***bag
than i ever was

or anyone else may be

i just found some submission
along the way
to something higher which i serve

and the result
is exactly what the christians call

redemption

________

so now i get to play
games of top and bottom

alpha male pursuits
heart attacks
bliss and insight

while remaining true
to a more purposeful mission

expressing the nervous energy
directly

by moving within a new vortex
an awesome adventure

where duende arises
form is rearranged
love rules

and there is healing
through the essence of pain

an earth-love music-body adventure
an earthbody lovemusic
an earthmusic bodylove

also known as

chi