tubulin

i'm effin exhausted again
thinking of heading to this place
http://blindlady.blogspot.com/
for tipsy tuesdays
with a local group
who network through the couchsurfers site
even though they don't couch
kind of an alternative to meetup

but i'm in questionable shape to drive
i'm sure i'll be fine but today feel all the arthritis
i know i have when i don't eat right
smoke too much and don't exercise
move to a dense moist climate at sea level

tweaked the wrist at work of course
during crazy understaffed sunday
when i wasn't even trying to be macho
just stay awake
aggravating the fall finger injury
and the ten other issues in the violin fingering arm

which reminds me
got an invite to play with a legit band
i met through that folk circle
now what
an hour commute
and no control over my schedule
makes things complicated
at least the tweak gave me an excuse
to blow off the guy i played with the other day
who couldn't sing in key

i know reaggravations are actually stirring up unfinished healing
already got adjustment clicks
in my knuckle
elbow and shoulder today
now just have to work out the left eye socket temple mandible contraction
due to the upper root canal a couple years that flares up now and then too
but no one wants to hear about that

biked to the kids house today
grandma's back from the hospital
so everyone is stressed and miserable to be around again
and there's hardly room to help
especially from exhaustion

at least got the niece to the pool
where some metalhead mormon talked to me
about cybernetic psychology
essentially agreeing with every new ager
that we are learning to create our own reality
now i guess on a quantum level
due to something called
tubulin

someone look it up for me would ya
i got beer to drink