leaning

should have a few good photos of NM
to upload when i get back
a random assortment of moments
i remembered i had a camera

a couple of more flowing days
not sure how tonight will work
trying to offer a meatball dinner
since my hosts have been so giving

but Cliff's got a bug
so it's all dubious
and thus maybe we'll just enter
another phase of misfitted time and needs

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grateful for a day of music and healing
new contacts and useful information channeled
resonating exactly with my own dawning:
abiding in the heart

at which point i realized
there is no future in joyless repetition
no matter what the promises
of my current job

my old burque job and home appear available
plus new music and service opportunities
reassuring amidst the cheap and sunny
sky town

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yet i am inkling an adventure
a couple months to give my hands
space to express more than cans
see if i can get a new raft afloat

amidst cheaper shelter
music gigs and dance events
even some quiet healing work
teach tutor garden empathy services

hence i am dangling my feet
into the cold bracing wetness
of this swift-flowing river

leaning