so i already committed to see my friend mike
who western medicine has given up on
and his family in indiana
and i similarly committed
in talking to my nephew
and my sister suffering from MS
nearly complete debility now
to visit new york also
and i just couldn't book the flight
i was considering to get it all done
partly out of intuition i think
and partly out of exhaustion
just considering the whole trip
-----
it's hard planning things
amidst the end of time
scheduling gets hectic
and who knows what complexities
the coming economic collapse
will add to any logistics
-----
i know i did feel a definite calling
to attend the ongoing social action
at bohemian grove this coming week
a spiritual calling
to stand with those nonviolently
bringing attention to the world's cheaters
just over in no-cal
so this has become my top priority
it's the right action at the right time
in history
to begin the denouement
to this chapter of
the emperor wearing no clothes
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so i've invited a couple friends along
one just sent me readings
of the huge increase in plutonium
recorded recently in california
at odds with my craving
for some nurturing beach and street time
stopping in at OB on the way
get in some camping
including up in the redwoods
maybe seeing the folks
or checking in at Hopiland on the way back
i haven't updated my plans yet with the easterners
since i fantasize that i will still have
vacation time to get back and see all of them
the following week
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all the while there's the subtext to the travel
of where i might transfer next
or if it is high time to just wwoof out
on a farm somewhere:
what is the truest calling
and where does yoga fit in?
it seems to me that following the first calling
is the best way to generate
the next
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i have given notice on the abq place
for sept 1
so while i don't have to go anywhere
in particular
it doesn't look like
i'm staying here
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