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this is my 400th post
probably a quarter at most have made the cut to public presentation
and you think i don't edit

celebrating a bit of transformational light coming through
some strong dreams returning to remind me
i have an inner growth process going on

despite the seeming meaninglessness of aging
without family or self-realized livelihood
or changing the world very much

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then locked my keys in my car at work at 4 am
but instead of hating myself all day
brought the anger into lots of productivity

then humorously asked for assistance at huddle
leading to an unexpected AAA call and key rescue
from the one guy who might work harder than me

and a sense of connection
that might not have happened
if i didn't fuck up in the first place

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turns out he had gotten a wake up call this morning
from an overzealous fulltimer
who misread the schedule and thought he was late

anyway i bought him a paulaner (mini) party keg
fresh from munich by way of the morning truck
we had unloaded

with an aggressive sort
of unspoken

camaraderie