seeking integrity in these times

if i were to try to blog on single focused subjects

i would be blogging almost endlessly

and this is not so much due to slightly schizophrenic tendencies

but the interconnected state of the world

in which my economic and social status turn out to be

a direct reflection of the barely suppressed chaos

that is america

as i write i sometimes feel relief

and this may be as much reason to write as any

for in writing i can begin to celebrate the fascinating complexity

of reality at this time in human evolution

which i would venture to say is unparalleled

i mean growing up in the middle ages probably sucked bad

but at least one understood one's lot as a serf on a farm

and could therefore maintain the heroic focus

which peasants have worldwide over millenia

trying to survive and raise families

amidst the often intense personal violence and oppression

of ruling class shenanigans and religious intolerance

nowadays it is unclear just what the social contract is

between the ruling class who have become so well-hidden

that to try to point them out immediately qualifies one as a nutty conspiracist

and modern serfs who coincidentally are rapidly growing in number

due to theft of their homes through fraudulent foreclosure scams

and the gutting of the american economy by multinationals

as well as untold trillions spent in militaristic ventures

that kill millions of innocent people and poison the planet

supposedly to protect us from terrorism

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well i will tell you how it is

but you can look up what happened to the uss liberty in 1967

if you want to know just how the world works:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRZSzdQuOqM

there is a shadow government named the CIA formed in 1947

that in 1963 in a bloody coup took hold of this country

killing over six million mostly democratic activists like allende in dozens of countries

while running drugs and guns in support of dictatorships around the world

gradually installing their own pyramidal structure of psychopaths

http://www.activistpost.com/2011/01/pathocracy-tyranny-at-hand-of.html

to achieve their spectacularly display of domestic mass murder in september of 2001

http://redactednews.blogspot.com/2011/01/nila-sagadevan-911-mission-accomplished.html

with the help of the global banksters and a bought-out congress

gutting the economy with trillion dollar bailouts

currency destruction and recent forays to outlaw home gardening

they are driving the usa incessantly toward a desperate fascism

beyond the huxleyan phase of distraction we have just completed

on to the hardcore orwellian phase we have just begun:

http://www.commondreams.org/view/2010/12/27-1

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the line they have crossed is called the TSA

who subject all domestic flight passengers to the threat of radiation

or sexual molestation if they wish to continue to travel by air

under the guise of a threat of another underwear bomber

who it turns out was nothing but a CIA dupe

a confused young muslim easily recruited

through that agencys arabic branch known as al qaeda

one can tell because its the same modus operandi

as all the other so-called terrorist events

in which there are gaping holes in the official story

whose evidence drops into a black hole

upon handling by the ever-reliable FBI

in this case two huge leads were completely ignored by so-called investigators:

the startling revelation of a passenger observed to have been filming the entire flight

including calmly standing to record the fire

and first hand reports of a tall indian man who helped the young nigerian bomber

who couldn't even find the right gate to get on the plane

despite the bomber not even having a passport

reports of which unsurprisingly found no traction

in a mass media managed more effectively than in the old ussr

all of which conveniently led to multi-million dollar profits

for some collaborating corporation producing x-ray machines

to be installed at every major airport

as well as the psychologically pinpointed stress

of invasive groping of crotches including reaching into people's underwear

with gloves unchanged from person to person

with all resisters threatened tackled or arrested

as a test case scenario of how pliant the public has become

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i for one will be taking the train in my own small personal boycott

for even if i would not be one of those selected for such gestapo treatment

to witness others subject to such tactics without protesting

would be tantamount to a collaboration

my good german ancestors attempted to get by with

and in doing so sacrificed their country to evil

it means sacrificing an extra day of work

in order to travel 20 hours each way

but the inconvenience is the least i can do

as global events from gmo food to atmospheric manipulation

to bankster theft of the entire nation's wealth

to authoritarian enforcement of illegal statutes

prohibiting people from sleeping or eating

continue to threaten personal sovereignty

with overwhelming force

on the upside jesse ventura has joined the air travel boycott

along with his lawsuit of the TSA gropers filed yesterday

unfortunately there are also breaking reports

that amtrak has now instituted mobile x-ray scanners

on the L A branch i will be traveling

so confrontation may be inevitable after all

but hey we do the best we can to avoid it

and then deal with it as we must

i consider it all further training

not only in preparation for functioning amidst the postmodern order of things

but in discerning with little outside support

what is real and worth fighting for

while maintaining the psychological serenity

and physical health also called for

by the overarching need

for integrity