wah wah

i was sitting next to the pajama men before they grabbed a wall seat

i wish i were in france these days sitting in cafes drinking away the day

it is brown outside from the dirt in the wind

a young woman prepares to leave into the weather

nice hat

i have not heard from my beloved in days

off with her main man to the wilderness

day five i think

so i have been substituting various mind-altering practices

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who reads blogs anymore

maybe if i offer some of that groovy added-value content

it is so easy to get down these days

the world moves far too fast

indeed it has roared by

everyday my personality vanishes and returns anew

ready to travel to distant lands

and dissipate

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i must apparently ban the word polyamory from my vocabulary

say it and people immediately uniformly think

a**hole

and dismiss you

even if it is simply your choice

to declare that you never wish to possess anyone

the most liberal will insist

you are an unrealistic fool

for monogamy is far more natural a course

dismissing out of hand

the overwhelming antrhopological evidence

that there have been far more poly cultures

and the fascinating questions that stimulates

in regards to human cultural and economic organization

toward group wellness

honesty

trust and common interest

as opposed to possession

jealousy and violent defense

of relentless self-interest

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there are just some areas of human experience

very resistant to consciousness i guess

you cant discuss what the world is really like

shadow governments and criminal banking

torture and enslavement

or what a world might be like without them

and other such outmoded institutions of suffering

well you can have your decaying order

arrogant to the end

the older i get

the more important open doors become

and so the more i choose the liminality of chaos

in all matters

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soon i am off

to discuss such existential matters

over beer